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Mother Earth Never Lets Us Forget Who We Are

Poet Lois Red Elk offers two works that speak of reverence for ancestry, family, culture, spirit and Mitákuye Oyás’iŋ


As a thought exercise, contemplate this: what if the government forcibly removed children from their families and sent them far away; to a place where culture, language, family heritage and religions were literally beaten out of them, among other forms of violence to get them to comply. Imagine if their parent-given names were changed and if the traumas experienced in that place reverberated forward through ensuing generations. How would you feel? Would you allow it to be forgotten? Would you let it go? What if the country where it happened as the United States of America.  Between 1879 and 1918, over 10,000 Native American children from 140 tribes, including family members in Red Elk's Lakota and Dakota nations, were sent to Carlisle, Pennsylvania. Carlisle Industrial Indian School was only one tool the U.S. government used to annihilate the cultural memory of indigenous peoples on the continent going back many, many thousands of years. If it had happened to your people, how would you feel?
As a thought exercise, contemplate this: what if the government forcibly removed children from their families and sent them far away; to a place where culture, language, family heritage and religions were literally beaten out of them, among other forms of violence to get them to comply. Imagine if their parent-given names were changed and if the traumas experienced in that place reverberated forward through ensuing generations. How would you feel? Would you allow it to be forgotten? Would you let it go? What if the country where it happened as the United States of America. Between 1879 and 1918, over 10,000 Native American children from 140 tribes, including family members in Red Elk's Lakota and Dakota nations, were sent to Carlisle, Pennsylvania. Carlisle Industrial Indian School was only one tool the U.S. government used to annihilate the cultural memory of indigenous peoples on the continent going back many, many thousands of years. If it had happened to your people, how would you feel?
EDITOR'S NOTE: Poet Lois Red Elk sends her new year's greetings to you, Mountain Journal readers, and with this edition of her column, Words From Open Earth, she shares a new poem coupled with another that formed the title of her critically-acclaimed volume of poems, Why I Return To Makoce. Together they speak to an unbreakable bond of connection that has persevered in spite of atrocities committed on  U.S. soil and rank among the worst in recorded human history.  As long as there is the life-giving spirit of Mother Earth present, she believes, no people are forever lost. And while there is pain in remembrance, Red Elk's lyrical works show the strength of resilience—and, especially in these times, love. Mitakuye Oyasin is not mentioned specifically in the works below but it flows through the lines. It is a term that means "all my relations"—in other words our interconnectedness—each one of us— to everything else in the universe.

 Rekindling My Lakota Mind

By Lois Red Elk

 It’s been like a number of explosions, one 
after the other, evenly paced and intentionally set, all 
 coordinated from a distance lifetime, from scrutiny
 and study by a hungry mind. Some of the blasts 
 are a total surprise, like the early popping of Spring 
 ice that’s been slowly thawing by natural means, a 
 kind of warmth shattering hardened layers. Each 
 outbreak has been preparing since an old inner mind 
 spurt was revived by latent but familiar words heard 
 from my innocent childhood, from devoted thoughts 
 and current dreams – times slowly uncovered, not 
 lost but hidden for a survival prompt, an opening of 
 gates. You must understand how little pieces of me 
 were selected and carved out of me by knives called
 theory, how my spirit was targeted and saved with 
 beatings and isolation called religion. Those dear 
 childhood units of self were tossed in the mired heap
 of other stolen brain cells, cells chopped from blood cousins, 
from so many other children who couldn’t 
 resist, didn’t know one horrible terror from the other. 
 I watched where they dumped all the innocent brain
 stems, childhood memories, culture of indefinite time,
 matrilineal tongue and songs of earth. All, like trash. 
 Total spirit was then set on fire with something they 
 called a warning, a place where we would be sent if 
 we didn’t listen, if we didn’t stop speaking our sacred
 languages. It was a place they seemed to know well, 
 a place they called hell. So young, I witnessed how 
 strange creeds were transplanted into our pure mouths,
 eyes, ears and hearts, so confusing it made no sense.
 It would take the birth of new children being herded
 into the same scene that reset my will, my pledge to
 stop another hacking, another thieving go-around. I 
 retrieved all the bloody remnants we called sacred
 evolution, bundled them like precious remains, lit 
 branches of sage and asked the Gods above and the 
Gods below to breathe life back into the quiet but 
 undead children. Ancestors from the four directions 
heard our prayers, rekindling our Lakota minds with joy
 to keep ourselves together on Mother Earth.

 ©Lois Red Elk
Why I Return to Makoce 

By Lois Red Elk

 She was always there. No matter where I resided – near racing
 freeways or crowded streets, near oceans or deserts, her calm and
 strength was there permeating the smog, waste and crime. Every
 day, she provides for the hearts, breath and being of the people, 
 I heard her. I know because I have listened to her private prayers
 all seeing and hopeful for us human beings. She understands
 herself as she knows her place in the universe. She keeps the pace,
 that connecting force, that matches our pulse. She lends her breath 
 as air so we may breathe. She aided in our birth, her womb is our 
life on earth. She’s cried joyously in rippling water and she speaks
 of knowledge in stories of the Wamakaska. I’ve seen her arms 
 embrace the clouds and watched her finger tips caress the smallest 
 of stones, tiny insects, roots of giant trees and grains of grass. All 
 her prayers are in one of the oldest tongues of the Wahpetonwan, 
 the dialect of wooded earth, protecting all in shadows of intricate
 light filtered through oval leafs. I’ve observed her teaching lessons 
 about hues of fog preparing to lift and reveal the stark transformation
 of grasses, stems and tree branches all glistening in drops of dew, life
 quenched with the refreshing moist breath of rivers and exhaling
 swamp. I’ve watched how she places seeds in warm moist places
 to lie quiet while a complex amount of energy and cells multiplied 
 for the beginnings of new life. I’ve listened to her laugh among
 leaves of cottonwood, the rattling in precise tones for traditional 
 flutes and watched her feed the souls of all living with songs older 
than the moon. In her morning prayers, she invites dawn through
 bedroom curtains with murmurs transforming our unclear shades
 of light into bright open spaces. She’s braced our bodies for our 
 work and travels and gives us a voice in the universe, shaking hands
 with the morning star. Her love is shared when I watch the tender 
 moments as her smile unfolds clouds to extend relieving shade for
 the innocent, her protective embrace for the children and animals. 
 Why I return to Makoce over and over is to embrace that assurance
 of unity with all contained on Grandmother Earth and to accept the 
 peace she shares knowing all is well in her grace. My chest overloads
 on ionized air after inhaling her continuing stories of light and dark, 
 the balance endorsed by tides and sun flares. No other love can take 
 care of life, without a price, can hold the unknown in balance
 and can give generously spirit upon spirit to aid our sacred walk. This 
 has always been my seat, the warm place on her lap. It is my first 
 completion, my beginning in this area of the universe, and, it will be
 this bodies’ final resting place as I leave with my spirit,  to join the 
wind that will circle her forever, our Maka Unchi, Maka Ina, Makoce.

 ©Lois Red Elk



Red Elk's book, Why I Return To Makoce was edited by Montana's recent state poet laureate Lowell Jagger. In reviewing the volume Heather Cahoon wrote, "These poems, which are steeped in Lakota cultural traditions, urge us to take a deep breath, to take initiative, and to not allow ourselves to drift back to the safety of chains. They encourage readers to believe that change is possible and that it is through our reconnection with the spirit realm." Available through local independent booksellers.
Lois Red Elk-Reed
About Lois Red Elk-Reed

Lois Red Elk-Reed is a poet who calls the high plains home. She is Mountain Journal's poet in residence.
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